Monday, March 30, 2009

经过

跟红发泄过了,跟红忽然聊起。

多感性的话题,多悲哀的话题;

边聊,泪边流下.....


刚看完戏多想抱着我的他哭,可是时间关系没有。



红,谢了。

舒服好多。。。


开始懂得什么是压力,什么是未来。

DEAR开始许下我们未来的承诺,我开始期待承诺的可行度。

我相信这并不是问题,因为我知道这次没看错。


而我担心的,我哭的;却是我的未来。自己的未来。

好乱,好烦。要面对的有好多,家人、学业、朋友、职业......

人总会长大,我长大了吗?


前几天,我忽然想念外婆。刚刚,我好想念他...............

若他还在,他还一样疼我吗?多希望..............................

我哭,是因为我好想她;

我哭,是因为我想哭;

我哭,是因为想纾解心情;

我哭,是因为不想辛苦。


但我知道,我清楚知道。。

这,是个经过;是个还有长路的路途。

“路是人走出来的”,谢谢4年级代课科学老师--王民杰老师

在纪念册里留下了这行字,

让我慢慢知道,慢慢了解 这句话的意思。

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Our Plan ^ Sudden Plan

前几天在部落格上 乱点击,想看看别人的部落。
结果...我发现了一个很有趣的地方,一看.......哇!美~~~
真的很美,很特别。 把LINK寄给红 要他看看。
跟我一样,她也喜欢那个地方。决定:闯! 勇敢去闯...................

上地点的网页看,诶?还不错哦!
:怎样?去那边还是这边先?
:不知道哦!!
:这里好像比较特别!更何况那边已经看了那么多照片...
:好咯!那我们就去这个先咯!会去嘛?几时去?
:走的路好像还蛮熟悉的,去找咯!!!几时去?不知道。
:就这个星期五!

星期五....

早上缴交学费去了。哈哈哈!!!!傻婆不记得如果前后给钱我们的学号会是前后!!
果然... 我的是0920159,红的是0920160(真多零)。啦啦啦~~
之后去听“课”,差点又睡着呢~~~还没进入状态。啊!!!
当中发生了一些很矛盾的事情,我竟然像以前一样。。没办法亲口说出我的未来~还好...
不知哪来的勇气[当时我的脑出现了很多人.有DEAR、VOICE的人、很多主持人...很多很多]。。
看看身边两位也是选择这条路的人不知所措,立刻说了“电台主持”。四个字,我终于在学院里大声说出来。很好!!
身边的两位,你们也要加油!!别迷茫,别走失...我们一起走下去...我们一起加油哦!!!^^

听完了,其实也不知自己进了什么。好像没差,得不到答案。至少,学到了勇气。
至少,又多一个人说:“我猜你们是年公关的”。真的无言,多少人说我像公关了??我不是!!!!

好~出发!!我们要去的地点..........嗯,有我、红、PON、汶。都是BLUR CLUB的。
浩浩荡荡,我、汶努力带路,红努力驾车,PON因为上车就会晕车所以努力睡觉。
很快哦!我们没走错路,没出差错。到了...瞧瞧我们去了哪里?



对!就是这个地方!SECRET OF LOUISIANA~
他是一个私人营业,价格不错又好吃。当然,最重要是环境很好。

因为我们选择外景,所以里面并没有太注重。可是,里面有家的感觉。好温馨~
看看~




棒吧?!
再看看我们美味的食物.....真的吃的让我们“回“味”无穷”。。

套餐 RM12.90+,面加水还有DESSERT。


RED WINE CHICKEN CHOP RM25.90+

超新鲜的SMOKED SALMON SPAGHETTI,超赞呢!!

DESSERT OF SET.. 但是老板给我们一人一个。

来张大合照~*原谅那个人不会用我的相机~~
当然,来到环境优美的地方~要拍照咯!自拍了不少~
还有美丽的风景^晚上会更美,但我们去的时间是正午餐时间;不可能留到晚上~~




看着美丽的风景,大家自拍的很HIGH时~忽然想到。。
下个地方??直接回吗?“不要啦。。”“那么快。。”
本说想去1U,但今天来的目的没计划到逛街的钱 所以还是不要了。
那我们去哪里呢??

好啦!这就是我们下一个地点啦!!
楚,因为这个是SUDDEN PLAN~所以没叫到你去。
等伊回来带你们去!!!^^
就是这个地方了~~~

就是这个地方啦!牛车水~~~听闻很久了,却未到过的地方。
终于,发现培乐老师家后才知道怎么来。
虽然记忆不是很深。。但成功到了!!多担心。。。
如果记得,红和汶说:“你带路带到很心虚!”

其中我很爱的店。装满了蛋糕模型的吊饰,一只RM13.90呢!
还有很多~记得还有一间满满镜子的店,好美~~~

当然这只是其中一个,还有更多。但没办法全都上载到这里来。
.......
.........
............


就是这个地方~我们听多,看多。终于。。来了。
家的感觉,舒服,让人有“哇。。”的感觉。

瞧瞧里面~


不一样的方向拍的,楼上。

鸟笼,据说很值钱呢! 另一张是楼下。

我们的座位。


周围。要知道更多真的自己去就好,我可放不了那么多照片!!!哈哈哈~~

OUR FOOD。都吃饱了,所以只叫小食。好甜的薯泥呢!

试衣行动!

我试的衣~我很喜欢黑灰色的。。好棒!!!
有钱一定买!但是当时没钱了~~~呜呜....

我很喜欢红试的第一件,很有样子哦!
汶试的还没来得及拍照他就换衣~~所以没有拍到~~
而PON。。他不愿意试~

这是...我再试多一件。出来我跟红说:“红,看~”
怎知...他出来时我们的反应就是 大笑!!!!!
不约而同拿了一样款的衣~~~~默契!!
*自拍时也有一次这样,好好笑~~~~

试衣当时...........下雨了。
我们决定先不离开。
嗯,继续自拍~~~看看~~~

PHOTO 1:就是爱演!!

PHOTO 2:就是我们不约而同的那张~同一个动作!

PHOTO 3:吓到?一点都没有。

PHOTO 4:还是爱演
台词:别离开我好不好..对不起..对不起~~

PHOTO 5:来张性感的。有性感到麽?

PHOTO 6:无奈...雨几时下完...

好啦!!终于可以回了!看我们在楼梯又玩了什么?

从正常变 失恋~

摄影师(我)的指示~不赖嘛!

走噜!!!!TODDLES!!!

离开牛车水的当儿...有雨后的情景,在安静的街上;只有我们。

Tagged By Cheryl ^

The Friends that i tagged:
2)Wen
3)Kei
4) Kengy Baba
5) Evonne SIEW (It's you..)
6) Bryan TEOH (help help ya...)
7) Ady
8) Chuan Ying (Wei, i don't have your blog...)
9) Wan Ting
10) Nick (Chung) --If possible...
(Haha, Sec sch fren being tagged by cheryl d. So i got to find others.. Sorry!!)

1. Last beverage→ SkyJuice
2. Last phone call→Mom asking me will i go out tonight
3. Last text message→Dear dear..
4. Last song you listened to→ Hmm.. 你不是真正的快乐 when hp rang..
5. Last time you cried→ the day before tomorrow, Watch movie. haha~~

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice → Twice?
2. Been cheated on? → Er.. Maybe
3. Kissed someone & regretted it?→ Kinda...
4. Lost someone special?→ Not really.. i got it already~ Wont lose it.
5. Been depressed?→ Why doesn't.. I think mine was last year.
6. Been drunk and threw up? → Nope. haha~

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Baby Blue
2. Apple Green
3. Pink
4. Purple
(A lot to list out.. Still got white!!)

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → Argh! forced to by this coming monday~
2. Fallen out of love → yea...
3. Laughed until you cried → Hahah....Always?
4. Met someone who changed you→ Of course
5. Found out who your true friends were → Of course. In primary, Sec, even now!
6. Found out someone was talking about you→ Yea..
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ Friend's list? hahaha~ Yea..
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → All.
9. How many kids do you want to have→ Dear and me said, 2 is enough
10. Do you have any pets → Oh!!! my Lovely Baby Boy..Kodi~~
11. Do you want to change your name→ i love my name..
12. What did you do for your last birthday→ Err.. Went out with Dear, spend my Sweet and memorable day with him..
13. What time did you wake up today → Ops!! I m not sure..
14. What were you doing at midnight last night → watch movie and sleep
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Our Future.. My future~~~~
16. Last time you saw your father→ yesterday night
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → Bad Habit.. Argh! my voice..
18. What are you listening to right now → script and conver in the show
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - Tommy considered?
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → hmm..Seems like many things...
24. Most visited webpage → www.jelleine.blogspot.com hahaha~ *And all the links there..

1. What's your name→ Denise Yap
2. Nicknames→ Blur Blur, Sha Po, Nise, YapYap, (Abu?Pppuuuuuu........)
3. Relationship Status → Having good time with my dear
4. Zodiac sign→ Gemini (the complicated one)
5. Male or female or transgendered→ Female
6. Elementary→ SJK (C) Batu 9.. woah, i almost forget!
7. Middle School →smk perimbun
8. High school →smk perimbun
10. Hair color → Black or brown
11. Long or short → long
16. Height → Err... almost 160?
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yea! My dear..
18: What do you like about yourself? → Some Part
19. Piercings → 1,2,3,4,5.. 5.
20. Tattoos → Cheryl, same answer. I hate it! haha~
21. Righty or lefty → Lefty

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery → Not yet.. I don't wantto! haha~
23. First piercing → when i was a baby
24. First best friends → Hm.. TAN ZINC YUN (lost contact,MIA? lolx..)
26. First sport you joined → Swimming...............!!! My love one..
27. First pet → Dog Dog Dog...
28. First vacation→ Singapore? When i was a kid. Don;t remember.
29. First concert → Huh.. kindergarden..
30. First crush → Histories..........

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating → No, I am hungry..
50. Drinking → Skyjuice
52. I'm about to → Rest today
53. Listening to → My sis crapping
55. Waiting for → My dear's sms or sudden call.. lolx

YOUR FUTURE :
58.DJ..DJ..DJ~
59. My Home
60. Perfect Life

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes-- eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → both
70. Shorter or taller → taller
71. Older or Younger → Haha.. Cheryl, your answer frighten me! Mine is Older la~cant accept younger
72. Romantic or spontaneous → hmm..both?
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice stomach... Nice arms is disgusting~~
74. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive. I hate people talk loudly!!!!
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant→ No answer...

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → Consider stranger?
79. Drank hard liquor → How hard?
80. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope. My eyes are still good..
81. Sex on first date → IMPOSSIBLE!!
82. Broken someone's heart → Er.. i guess i did it many times. So sorry..
83. Had your own heart broken → Who doesn't..
86. Turned someone down → Kaka!! Yea..
87. Cried when someone died → Of course
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → Yea, of course i like

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Every seconds
90. Miracles → Can i see?
91. Love at first sight → Err.. maybe
92. Heaven → Yup
93. Santa Clause → Haha! Cheryl's good answer!!! Let's see! *Myself (But with dad's money!)
95. Kiss on the first date? → yea! Playboys & Girls. Sorry,not me.
96. Angels → I guess i do

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Of course my dear..
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No. Just betwwen broke up and be back together have 1. haha~ Histories..
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → 99% can?

Tagged... Well~

Tagged. Long time haven been Tagged.. Haha.
Hope to have another one...
Happy Answering to People selected and Enjoy my answers!


1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

- Still my lips...Hehe~

2.How did feel when you woke up this morning ?
- What da.. Didn;t sleep well yesterday night!!

3.Who is the last person you took a photo with ?
- Ops!!!!! Shit! who was the last? Hoong? Pon? Wen? Either one...

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
- Hmm.. Not really..

5.Would you ever donate blood ?
- Huh.. except if i can.. haha..dunoo

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- Well.. Khai?

7.Do you want someone to dead ?
- Yea!!! All the bad Stupid Idiot Fuxking BAD PEOPLE!!!

8.What does your last text message say ?
- "Good night.. Love you dear.." Nah, u asked i answer. Don't feel cold~

9.What are you thinking now ??
- Should i Blog the next thing or sleep? Where is my future? Why i miss my dear so much... Where to get $$!

10.Do you wish someone was with you now ?
- Yay! My dear please.... Bloody Missing u~~~

11.What time did you go to sleep last night ?
- Okie, i don't know. Didn't sleep well.

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now ?
- Argh! I don't know where it came from.

13.Is someone in your mind now ?
- Yea.. Many people... Especially Dear, Haven get dissapear before... And wont.....

14.Who was the last person to text you ?
- Err.. My dear of course..

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE.
1. Hoong
2. Blur Kei.. Don't try to miss it!
3. Blur Wen!
4. Kengy Baba
5. Elson Soh (Yea, It's You..)
6. Jin Seng (You la!!!!Please Update your blog!)
7. Dao Kang ..If u want to skip...No comment.
8. Pei San (All Pei San i know? haha..)
9. Kenza
10. EVERYONE WHO READ MY BLOG AND SEE THIS POST!
**Cheryl, Dudu, Khai, Chee Ming was tagged already. Haha...

15.Who is no.2 having relationship with ?
- Kei, Oh my.. I dont know. Do u have one?

16.Is no.3 a male or female ?
- Blur Wen is totally a Tomboy! Aiyayaya.. Joking. Is a girl. ahah~

17.If no.7 and no.10 together, would it be a good thing ?
- I dont think that that's an good idea...

18.What is no.1 studying about ?
- Whoa! i love this Ques! Media Studies! BROADCASTING! haha~

19.When was the last time u chat with them ?
- Who them?

20.Is no.4 single
- Well, Consider married. haha~

21.Say something about no.5 .
-Elson? Well.. Just think that he is quite a cute and friendly Guy. Dont know him, but trying to Promote him. Love his voice very much. click onto www.elsonsoh.blogspot.com for more of his info.

22.What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together ?

- Wen & JinSeng? Oh NO!!!!!!! I will be killed!!!

23.Describe no.9 .
- Kenza. Hmm.. Artist(group named STORM), funny guy.. Strange guy.. Good-Hearted until Many people will melt (not included me luckilly), Ego sometimes.. Abit Sot Sot..

24.What would you do if no.6 and no.8 fought ?
-PeiSan & Js? For what reason? Nick? Enemies??? Oh nononono... Please don't!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Special TO Cheryl POST

Cheryl, Here is your list for shopping and being Post"man"~

AERO~~



^ Mix & Match 2for $20... Choose 2.. Haha~~~

^ 3/4sleeve v-neck tee - $ 7.99~

Wet Seal~





^ Choose 2 from the 5 above. $9.99/piece


FOREVER 21~

Striped V-Neck Cardigen- $10.99


Pocket Bow Knit Cardigen- $ 22.80

Basic LS Cardigen- $19.80

Choose 1 from 3 above. Don't care bout the price... Counted, acceptable. Just choose regarding the one that u think suites me~ haha~

# After Decide or Get the Item let me know How much ooo.. Kekekeke!!! Coz maybe still got 2nd batch. Oh no no no.. Chocs.... Yea~~~ *Sot d...
Oh ya!! Size~~ L 13/14~

Happy Shopping!!!!!!